I SHALL START BLOGGING HERE TOO.

I'm tired of the way it feels.

♥ Sayonara.
12:11 AM





MOVED.

http://nixacouture.livejournal.com

♥ Sayonara.
11:51 AM








♥ Sayonara.
10:09 PM





I think i know that my search is over.
We both know that this is what we want.
It seems so right.
I hope it'll remain right.
It better still be right in time to come.
I don't want anything to change.
Not now, not anytime soon.
We both know how to treat each other now.
So nothing can go wrong, right?
But let's take it slow, baby.
It's not that we'd get bored of each other.
I just want us to savour every moment together.

xoxo,

December'06
http://www.fuckingsideways.blogspot.com

♥ Sayonara.
2:13 AM





Situations get complexed.
Sometimes wanting to LEAVE.

It's just a passing phase which I can't seem to leave behind me.
My mind's unweaving.
Your subtleties, they EFFING strangle me.
I'm holding on, hanging in there.
Feelings here, still strong.

♥ Sayonara.
6:32 PM





First things first, I haven't updated this journal for like EONS. Life's been pretty much fine, I guess. Stepping into another phase of life, it's exciting but scary. but well, reality is here. I did badly for Os, I'm that DUMB. ha. I'm like actually posted to ITE COLLEGE EAST ? right, I've put it in a very nice way uh. haha, I've got accountancy ;) I've always wanted to do it but in a tertiary institute. ENOUGH SAID ! ha, so I've been like working & all. It's quite FUN lah, I enjoy working with PRUDENTIAL. And liane, I'm not action okay. Nonsense! So yesterday was steamboat with the girlies (: I sure had hell of fun. Not the last part, seriously. Shit happens lah, tskstsk. Okay, that's abt it. like I'll update again, soon. Goodbye Readers !


Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain T
he walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this eveningI give the final blow.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know.

It EFFING ends TONIGHT.

♥ Sayonara.
8:48 AM





I want to keep you still,
bt I keep losing my mind.
You got me thinking abt you all the time,
being away from you for too long
is giving me insecurities.

I don't even wanna care, actually.
Bt my mind is hazy.
Fuckit, I called today.
To hear you on the line, it's so hard.
We're like worlds apart,
I'm here and you're there.
Lost in our own world.
I bet you don't even give a damn.
Screw this feelings big time.
Like I told you,

PASSION KILLS ME BIG TIME.

♥ Sayonara.
10:14 PM





It's been exactly twenty days I'm here. I'm counting my days already. Prolly another 11 days, I'll be back in singapore. I'm speaking as if I'm like very faraway from my homeland. Actually, I'm only 12 hours away from singapore. haha. The past few days have been car and motor rides.
& I so love the chendol here. It's freaking AWESOME man. YUM ! And so, I'm suppose to go for a haircut today bt I didn't go. I'm too lazy move my ass once I'm online. I watched movies on the star movies channel here. Baywatch, Shall we dance and Coach Carter. I love Coach Carter !! It's FANTABULOUS. And so, I'm going to the theme park here later at night. Uhhuh, I wanna take the thrilling rides. Someone hopes that I fly out of some fast ride. Haha, Dream okay. I'm not skinny like you to fly off. HAHA. Oh, and I have like three ulcers in my mouth. The day I stepped here, from flu to cough to sore throat to maigraine to cramps which I can die from to ulcers. Now, tell me why should I still stay here ? I love my cousins here lah, they're like gifts from heaven. And so, My parents are coming here on the 29th. Hurr. My novels are lying at home. I told all members of my family to return them to the nearest library. But looking at their level of responsibility, nobody returned them. Unneccessarily, I have to pay fine for my overdued books. TskTsk ): Alright 'nuff said, I'm off now. Goodbye readers !




♥ Sayonara.
5:28 PM