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Nish, a nervous wreck. Plationic love, words, designer garb and records. Make me a mixtape and I'll be yours forever.

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  • Wednesday, May 31, 2006


    While you were on my mind.


    Sayonara.
    9:05 AM





    Tuesday, May 30, 2006

    It's 0810am on the clock. I just woke up & I hear ash's voice early in the morning. I get hyped up, YAY ! & then, we sign in at the same time. Coincidences, Haha.


    You've got me coming back for more* get on me nd show me that u mean it (: says:

    HAHA, BITCH

    What's mine is yours to make your own. says:

    why ?

    You've got me coming back for more* get on me nd show me that u mean it (: says:

    MAKE ME WAIT FOR U ON THE PHONE JUZ CUZ U CAN'T SIGN IN

    You've got me coming back for more* get on me nd show me that u mean it (: says:

    HAHAHAHAHA



    Haha, thanks eh. I hear you, I can just go mad lah. You're close to an OBSESSION. Lovelove (:


    Sayonara.
    11:17 PM






    (/edit)
    Surprise, baby ! Surprise !

    It works when I play hard to get/please.

    Finally she realises how much I love her.

    Goodnight kisses, baby.

    I miss you, sweets (:


    Sayonara.
    11:05 AM






    Paper one was not too bad. The Compo gave me an emotional breakdown. I became EMO writing about my Grandad. Oh man, It has been 10 years since he passed away. Reminiscing, My 6th birthday was the last one I spent with him. Vague pictures, I still have with me. Paper two sucked, I think I'll get a C6. If I get lower, I'll just die. And I am so sure that I'm gonna retake cause I did not give my best at all. DAMN. Later, Lunched at LJS. Liane & Novelyn left first. Mabel & I, then talked. Now I know your inner feelings, MABELINA CHEAH BAO YU ! Haha, I can't help it but to publish your full name here. Haha, and then Homed. Called her, It seems like Conversing in MSN was more interesting than speaking to me. Fine lah, Wahlao eh. You're so mean lah, Ash. It's alright, I don't mind. & then, the anonymous person is so irritating okay. Such a Loser lah. =/ Okay, I'll update later. Bye BLOG !


    Sayonara.
    6:36 AM





    Monday, May 29, 2006

    (/edit)
    As the spring in its bloom, the summer stars and the moon, Come and dance with me my love and we will be one. We go together, I promise forever, everyday together, I live with you. As the leafs and the trees, the oceans celebrate you and me. We will live to see many days, and we will dream, we'll dream. We go together, I promise forever, everyday together, I live with you (:


    Sayonara.
    12:12 PM






    Ash 28/5/2006

    SMILE FOR ME ((:

    I'll Smile for You.


    Sayonara.
    7:46 AM






    I never really knew you. You were just another friend, but when I got to know you. I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me tear. I had to forget everything and give LOVE another try. And so, You gave me love. Now, I am looking at forever. I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say. But I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings are here, still strong.


    Mixed emotions & feelings, It hurts deep within. Please call, baby.


    Sayonara.
    3:25 AM





    Sunday, May 28, 2006

    Suffering in silence, Smiling in Pain. Will that do ?

    Love or Lust, You Decide.



    SJC's Family day was not too bad. The new friend abandoned me and so I went there alone. I walked into the school hoping to see her there. Yes, I saw her but the girlfriend Ignored me & she continued the pouring of water on one another with her mates. Still hoping that she comes and speak to me. Hopes are Hopes. Samantha & Tina accompanied me while she plays around with her mates. Theses Pair of eyes saw everything right from the start till the ending. The playing & everything keeps appearing till now. I don't know how I just stand there like a BLOODY SORE LOSER and watched everything, but I did. On purpose ? I don't know. The girl who was playing hypocrisy speaked to me. What can I say ? Against me, Don't talk to me. Don't even bother giving me a grin. DAMN. Probably cause she wanted to know where was the new friend. TskTsk. I was feeling real bored and there was no one I knew there and so OUT I go. I became Over-Emotional, Tears fills me. Blame me for ruining your day, Once again Felt apologies. The hypocrite came out and consoled me. Ulterior motive. Probably It's just her personality. I hoped. & then, finally the girlfriend came. This is what she said " I know you're angry with me, Scold me, vent your anger on me." Hurt deep within, still smiling in pain. A facade I put on after that. I appeared my usual self to her but not to myself. & then, I found this Sec two girl really adorable. She looks like a MOUSE ! But still adorable. Ash made me take a photograph with her okay. It was a casual thing, like no crush, nothing. She merely caught my attention. Yupyup. Ash was all so WET. Guess what, she looks adorable with that earrings! YAY. At the end of the day, She still cares. Her actions make me all so fucked-up & pissed yet the passion still makes me all so loved. & makes me forget everything and just get indulged in her. Why is this so ? Cause you know I love you, baby (: I take the blame cause I guess I was being Over Sensitive & I did not put myself in your shoes. Felt apologies, sweets (: Compromises I make now is helping NOT. She refuses to speak to me for one reason or another. I am willing to forsake, but on her part. I don't know and no I am not going to assume. If you say so, girl. I am waiting to hear your voice on the line (:


    Sayonara.
    7:20 AM






    Okay, I'm super hungry now. It's 0955 am & I haven't had my breakfast. RAHHHHH. I need to eat ! Parents are off to malacca. They will be back tmr, at least I can concentrate better when Nobody's home. Haha, & then I am suppose to go down to SJC's Family Day. It's Ash's PTM today & I hope everything will go/went well. Yesyes, My Flu is acting up again-Killing me softly. TskTsk. O level MT exam on Monday, I'm Afraid somehow. I want to get it over and done with. I am aiming for a A2/B3. AHHHHHH ! What If I get lower grades ?! OhMan. I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE LAH. kldslhiwfbdchjbnjhkdfb!! Okay, Goodbye World. (:


    JILIANNA PEH, YOU'RE BEING MISSED ! CHEER UP, I LOVE YOU STILL! WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU (: LOVELOVE!


    Sayonara.
    12:54 AM





    Friday, May 26, 2006

    (/edit)
    When you know It's true, I'll be right here waiting.

    You're the dream, I've been waiting for in a world where dreams are fleeting. Your love is a miracle that my soul been needing. Whatever you want just say the words, I'd buy you the stars for whatever they're worth to spell out this LOVE across the universe. I'll do whatever you want, you can swear upon this love for whatever you want.


    Sayonara.
    6:58 PM






    Last Day of School NOT. June Holidays' Schedule is up, TskTsk. School was alright, Mass in the morning. I was Trying not to fall asleep. Have Faith in GOD, that's all I need to say for myself. It has been long and I haven't thanked GOD for quite sometime, indeed a very long time. I reflected, Tears fills me. =/ & then, awards/certificates/trophies were given out. Mr Lau's Last day in the school, I cried. "You're Special". I will never forget. And then, breifing for mother tongue Os on Monday. Recess was terrible okay. The crow was flewing up and down the table we were sitting in. So many times okay, Alysia screamed like God knows how loud. Haha, Scary balls. It's like a swift. The more we scream, the more it flew pass us. mnbvcxzewrfgsthjay!! Classed after that, went through the Bio Paper. Then, Our free time. Played cards & school was over. Jiarui, Cheer Up ! It has been hard on you, Hope everything will be better soon ! CHEERIO, BABE ! (: Hoping to see her, She was not there. I waited, waited & waited. I've got patience ! YAY. & then, I just decided to go home. Looking at my results, my mom was like "why're you so stupid?". I'm like I don't know, The papers were hard. She just nodded her head & then SHUT. Sleep soon overtook me which means laziness also took over me. And so, I didn't go for tuition again. This is what I realised, My attitude over tuition is deterioating. Tuition was my first piority, no matter how tired I am in the past. I would go, but now. I don't know what's happening to this BathuruNISHA. Nothing ventured, Nothing Gained.


    Sayonara.
    6:27 PM





    Wednesday, May 24, 2006

    The Day was Wasted Away.



    Sayonara.
    9:16 PM






    Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies, Felt Apologies.


    Sayonara.
    3:17 AM





    Monday, May 22, 2006


    Sentosa ; Liane & I.


    Sayonara.
    6:39 PM






    Cause when you kiss me, I feel everything that I been missing. I try to slow down but my heart won't listen. & its tearing me all up inside & when you touch me I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me. Should I put my trust in something I dont trust in. I try to run but there's no place to hide, Cause baby kisses dont lie.


    Sayonara.
    4:22 PM





    Friday, May 19, 2006

    On a morning I wake up with a major headache. I stay up till three ytd cause I could not sleep. She was running through my mind all the while & again I wrote words for her. The last conversation was cold. It didn't feel good at all. & now, I sit here wondering what went wrong. =/ Down to sentosa with the mates. The weather was super HUMID lah, Rahhhhh. It was burning, oh man. Nothing much, Played Frisbee for a very very short while. I got tired and then sat down and fan myself. I was being such a bimbo okay. Cam Whored. The sand was intriguing. I dislike beaches when there is Sun =/ I am too lazy to go into details about what we did & all. Haha, I just know that I'm suffering from I think Maigraine : TskTsk. Her Image appears every now and then. I miss her so much though it has only been two days, It's like an obsession :D You kissed my soul, baby. & Finally, I hear the ringing and I rush to pick up the phone. Knowing that it's her, I have butterflies in my stomach. I love the way she tells me things, I love the way she does everything, I just love her. You drive me crazy when you step into the room. I want you to want me, I need you to need me, I love you to love me.


    Sayonara.
    12:34 PM





    Thursday, May 18, 2006


    The Ij Geek.


    Making of retards 1.


    Making of Retards 2.


    Rachel, Liane & I.


    PYM looks hot here.


    EWWW, I'M SO FAT. =/


    (/edit)
    & again, I update. I know what's bothering you. I guess it's the pictures in my cam. Don't assume, Please. It's my brother, my brother. I hate him but our pictures are yet so passionate =/ Haha. Ash, Cheer up (: Now, let's upload the retarded pics taken today in school.


    Sayonara.
    2:59 PM






    (/edit)

    And so, I overslept and I didn't go for tuition. Tsk. I was too tired. Now I hear the girlfriend's voice on the line and It does not stop the pain. I am so useless lah, I don't even know wht is wrong with her. Like she does not wanna tell me. & then, there's something just not right. Not right at all. Let your rantings be heard, I'm here now (: Now I really need to go and do housework. I need to hang and fold the clothes. I haven't mop the home, My mom is gonna kill me when she comes back tmr. Haha. In case you're wondering, My parents are out of town :/ Alright, If anything interesting happens later. I'll update, If not no. Bye, Tkc World (:


    Sayonara.
    11:39 AM






    I WOKE UP LATE FOR SCHOOL : Let me see, school was tiring cum boring. Chem/Bio Paper one today, Chem was difficult. Damn. Mid Year Papers are over but not O level. TskTsk. My eyes are tired =/ Had Review and reflections, so boring okay. I did not know what to write, like I have got short term memory loss. Haha, Recessed with Liane & Sam. I was suppose to be on a diet but I ate RICE ! AHHH, It contains carbohydrate. & It's fattening. qwerhnbvcerwfjmntahfshd !! Recess was so funny okay, I was acting retarded. Cam Whored with Liane's. I was hyper hyper hyper :D Like I don't know why, Probably cause I miss ash and I get crazy. Haha, I was talking about the intensive making out the whole time. Loosen up my buttons, baby (: R&R again, So annoying okay. & then, Went up to the hall to check English then mother tongue papers. English was pretty bad and tamil B4. Like what the ?! It's still unprioritised. Concentration span is lower now, I've got more distractions. Oh, tell me tell me. What can I do ? Tamil debates on sunday, I'm going cause the girlfriend is going okay. If not, I'll not go. But wait, the only day I could see her for this week is on sunday. So, I'm going ! Back to homeroom again, the non indians were trying to learn the tamil language. Their Pronunciation is super funny lah. Hahaha. I think ah, I'm suffering from constipation. Urm, Let me see. I haven't visited the toilet for two days and my ass feels UnComfortable. Okay now, I'm off. BYE !


    Sayonara.
    8:26 AM





    Tuesday, May 16, 2006



    You're the BEST I ever had.
    And so, Accounts paper actually starts at eleven. But I was present for assembly. Like three hours wasted away just by sitting down in the canteen, ear plugs and rotting my ass off. knaslopqiuouwuweiucmk! I was being the selfish bitch by listening to the IPOD all to myself. Haha. & then, we ordered mcdonalds. I though the delivery man was hot from afar but NO, NOT AT ALL. An old uncle lah, Alamak. And then, we ate like PIGS. I threw my coffee away cause there was not enough sugar and it was too bitter. Yupyup. Leaving Jiarui, Sam & myself ; the rest went to do some work out. I was too lazy, I am such a FATTY BOM BOM. LOL ! I must work out, I can feel the fats multiplying my stomach every single day. Diet, Diet, Diet ! To kill my boredom, I wrote notes to ash. I always do that but she always don't reply. Nonsense. Soon, we went up to class and we had SECOND LAST POST EXAM ACTIVITY. Haha, We started to play sherades. Juli started drawing lame lame stuff. Like she drew herself !? I can't remember the other lame stuff she drew but it was definitely HILARIOUS ! After the paper ended, I headed home straight. I touched home, Cleaned the wardrobe, Sneezed like there's no end. I'm allergic to DUST. Mosquito Kills me, TskTsk. I think my room, is so clean now, very clean. YAY. Healthier Environment, Haha. Parents off to KL, a peaceful home for two days. The girlfriend came over, she turns me on man. HAHAHA. I get hyped up when she's around. I get sexually aroused. Okay, that sounded SO SICK but I don't care. Goodbye !


    Sayonara.
    7:53 PM






    Dear, the hurtful soul ;
    Crying does not resolve everything but only destroys tomorrow's strength. I hope evrything will be alright with you soon. Reminiscing hurts you, Refrain from thinking. It's not over, Try to move on. If God puts you to it, God will put you through it. I'm no angel but I can make you smile. Probably I would try.
    Cheer up (:

    xoxo

    loves, Me.



    Sayonara.
    3:17 AM





    Monday, May 15, 2006

    Finally, the heavy papers are over. Geography was easier than Bio. Let's see the results [: Thanks for the gift, Liane ! Halfway through the bloody Bio Paper, I was stonning and drawing hearts all over. Just to kill boredom =/ Homed with Ally, Jiarui & Sam. Haha, Ally is so funny okay. While we were on the bus, she kept on disturbing/bullying the small little kids from Gan Eng Seng Primary. Super hilarious man ! HAHAHAHAHA. & then, the girl was so bitchy lah. Innocent kids nowadays, TskTsk. Showered & then Train-ed down to Kovan. She skipped band just to see me, She's the sweetest lah. Hurhur, went over to her place. Watched MTV, I slept(As If she allowed me to). HMPF! STOP ACTING VIOLENT ON ME ! Adorable little one has fringe NOT. & you know something, you still look HOT. You're the bestest of the best, Love :D The Scars were bad, I didn't know how to ease the pain. It hurts deep within me, I didn't know what to say. I was Tongue-tied. I could not find the right words to say.


    I'm very sorry, Ash.


    Sayonara.
    9:04 PM






    WEBCAM-ED WITH GIRLFRIEND.


    BUT I STILL MISS YOU.

    The time will pass soon and I'll be there held captive next to you again <3.


    ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


    Sayonara.
    1:11 PM






    HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!



    I woke up on a sunday morning with a morning call from the girlfriend. To hear your voice, the first thing in the morning. It's the bestest feeling ever :D I love you, lah. & then, I had cornflakes wiith milk for breakfast. Now, I'm back after talking to the girlfriend over the phone. Haha, She had to go to NTUC to buy groceries. HILARIOUS MAN ! Ash is definitely a CANNOT MAKE IT CASE. Haha, So clumsy. Drop all the onions on the floor, she had to pick all of them while the onions roll away. HAHAHAHAHAHA. She's going over to her cousin's place so this means that I'm Going to miss her like crap. And I'm already missing her already. TskTsk. The prank was done by someone I know lah. So mean ! lkmjsxjdkjskhdoiewqp !! So not a trustworthy Material. I'm Homed alone again, Tsk. Everyone's OUT. They don't seem to care but oh wells, Forget it. Goodbye for now.


    Dear shermain,
    Hello You, I miss you truckloads man ! I know you miss me too lah, DUH ! like how can you not miss this AngXueMin?! HAHA! It's been quite a while since I saw you. Hope you're doing alright over there. We'll meet up with liane during the hols, Let's hope so. Till then, here we come the FUCKIN' TRIPOD !


    Sayonara.
    7:31 AM





    Saturday, May 13, 2006

    THIS IS LIKE THE THIRD ENTRY OF THE DAY.
    I'm seriously so bored okay. And then, I changed my template colours. Like Pink, HOTPINK. Haha, I think it's kind of nice though. I tried studying Bio, Nothing got absorbed. My concentration span is like 15 mins ?! Like Wtf ? I can't go on like this man, Unprioritised. MT Os are nearing soon, Very soon. Grey's anatomy is not a bad television programme man. I watched it for the first time just now on star world, not bad lah. Probably, I'll keep up with the series. Let's hope So. & then, I miss the girlfriend. The ever sweetest girlfriend, I miss her like God knows how much man. I wanna see her but she does not wanna see me. *WHINES* Alright, If she is gonna read this entry. She's going to go like "Nish, You're So Imbisile".(Spelling?!). Now, I'm off. =/


    Sayonara.
    9:17 PM







    ADORABLE COOKIE !!


    Sayonara.
    6:41 PM






    To ease the pain, I can't do anything much. When every moment gets to hard, the end of the road so far, no matter how far we're apaart. I'm always near you, help you to find you smile again. I'll make you laugh out of a broken heart, wherever you are. I believe, until forever end I'll be right here. Cheer up, Love. & I miss you so. It has been long and conversations are quiet.


    I MISS YOU, TRUCKLOADS.


    It's a saturday & I'm already feeling so Lethargic, I've got no mood to study for Bio. It's killing me, I can't Absorb anything. I'm distracted, My eyes are tired. I'm physically Immobile. I'm Super lazy to move around. I feel like working out but I can't be able to defeat the laziness in me. I'm such a PIG lah, I swear. I think I wanna sleep now, BYE.


    & I wished I was there to Ease the Pain.





    Sayonara.
    4:53 PM





    Thursday, May 11, 2006

    Alright, Let's start with Tuesday. Math Paper two sucked. =/ Wenesday, Chemistry. Not too bad. Passing with just a borderline mark is one thing and aceing it, It's another thing. Abstinent, I'll remain. I know I did you wrong, but not time & time again. I did not tell another, I love him/her when you're running through my mind. At the end of the day, you're the one I'll stick by to. Don't be dubious of the love I have for you. It's still strong, very strong. It has been Two months, I want us to go Far. Further, I hope so. You gave me love, lifted me up. Now I'm looking at forever. When I never thought, I'd ever see that far. You, You're in my soul wherever I go. Now I know Right from the start, Your love was written on my heart. I really hope you take me seriously cause I'm honestly being true. Afraid not, I won't be just a memory cause I know I'm NEVER gonna walk away. Intensive ______-___, let's take it slow. Just Two Months has Passed, my dear girlfriend. & then, you know why it leads to this ? nxsnkhdswhjkhds! I don't want to mention anything. I think you should know what I'm trying to get to you here. Now, I wanna update about so many things but it's gonna be full of blanks. So, let's just forget it. & I'm really addicted to the book- To have and to hold. Aye, Ash I was just kidding about the book's influenza. It does not influence me at all lah, ALAMAK.


    Sayonara.
    8:15 PM





    Monday, May 08, 2006

    How Can I not Love You ?


    Accounts Paper, I've got no comments. My throat hurts, It Itches Inside & I try to stop the Itchyness But I can't. A pimple Under My chin, How weird. It hurts okay. nxkowqpuiuweytvh!! Alicia's small but her laughter is not small. Oh man, Her mouth opens so widely when she laughs. Oh, Scary. My mind was all on seeing her approaching me outside there. Hopes. Looking high and low, I did not see any Small Ij Girl with Spikes, Long Pinafore & Red Sling. I wanted wait a little longer but obviously I didn't. Later headed to town with JR & CWZL. Lost & gain friendships Once again. I'm glad to have mates like them ! :D Met up with Tricocia nd Lunch-ed at PastaMania. Gossip Queens, Here we come. Haha, We were Gossiping like there was no end. & yes, The weather was super super Humid okay. Tricocia & I have the same Sense of Style for shoes. Haha, YAY. CWZL is a Bloody flinger okay, seriously. You will never change lah. TskTsk. The book got me engrossed again, Reading it everywhere I go. I have to finish it soon & show to the girlfriend that I can finish reading quick. Home-ed, Onlined. Girlfriend was online ! lovelovelovelovelovelove ! She actually came outside there when I already Left. What Can I say ? Thinking that I went home alr, my dearest sweet girlfriend took a bus down till my crib. She waited right at my doorstep till Sometime and the signs of me coming home was a question mark. & then, she decided to return home. Probably these things you do make me feel that I should love you the way you do. Once again, I apologise. The green tea packet she drank, left behind. I Saved It, It's lying there Inside. Tell me how can I not love you ? ♥


    Sayonara.
    6:16 PM





    Sunday, May 07, 2006

    HAPPY 2ND MONTSARY, LOVE !


    & HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SEXAYE !


    Sayonara.
    10:27 PM






    YOU GET ME HIGH.



    I'm Forgiven, Hopefully. & then, I cab-ed down to ash's crib. She was still pissed in the beginning and then later we kicked it off. It happens lah. & then, I read the book "To have and to Hold". The book got me very engrossed. It's interesting, I must say. Your long eye lashes blinking on mine, I love. The goosebumps does NOT indicate anything okay, ash. Stop teasing me eh. You know my Weakest point, so Now ZIP. & ash claims that I grew taller but guess what, I can't spot any difference. Probably yes but probably no. Actually I don;t know & I'm being Nonsense here. Haha. So you think you very big lah, since you're the eldest at your home. Nehhhnehh ! I'm the youngest, so what ? I still stand up for my rights okay. It's just that I've got no younger siblings to order them around. Instead I get Bullied. Ash, You're the sweetest lah. I must be lucky to get a HOT GF like you man. & I'm glad I gave us this chance (: Don't tease me anymore okay ? & then, a coincidence happens that ash's family decided to Dinner out and I had to Dinner out with my parents too. Coincidences happens, My adorable little one. Hearts, hearts ! The touch of your hands is to die for, seriously. & Ash Just had to boost my EGO. Hahahahahahaha. The meal was great at Eunos though Shafina(older sister) wasn't there. A day great indeed (: TakeCare, World.



    Dear Shafina,
    & It feels weird telling you to Cheer up when you're Down. I feel much comfortable saying it here. I saw the tears, Please Cheer Up Soon. It's not always Over. Hope evrything will be alright soon with you/him. I'm no angel but I can make you smile (: Probably, but I will try. Loves :D


    Sayonara.
    3:17 AM





    Saturday, May 06, 2006

    A million Apologies. Tell me how can I make you feel happier ? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.



    If It Makes You Happy.


    Sayonara.
    1:54 PM






    I wake up on a saturday morning with a Terrible Flu. Tsk. Rainy days affects me. Tsk Tsk. I can't see any HAPPYpill's Text Messages anymore or Missed calls from HAPPYpill. This is what happens ytd. Mother Tongue Papers Ytd, I was sneezing the whole time for paper 1&2. It was Horrid, I could not even do the papers properly. Tsk. After papers, Touched Home. Queensway-ed for a while & then Kovan-ed. I went to ash's place unexpectedly. I hoped that my surprise visit would cheer her up, But NO. It didn't work out. She was still Pissed. & then, after that she was alright. A part of her is giving her insecurities I guess, But ash You have my heart. I won't walk out on you. I won't. I seriously Won't Stray. & I love you too much to let you go, sweets (: And then, I don't know what to do about my accounts. Tsk. I really need to get down to work man. Oh, & yes, Ego Boosting Days are here again. Ego Boosting remarks from Random Humans, So cool aye. Haha, But I'm still Humble. Second month tmr ! YAY ! Memories replaced NOT, Love Erased NOT. Like the beat of my heart you are, Lovelove (:



    Dear Hooligan Girlfriend :D
    You know sometimes, You're the bestest feeling that could ever happen to me. When I am with you, I just want to be held captive to you. It's such a wonderful feeling. Your dimples & smiles Makes my day. Like you just make me happy all the time when I'm with you. I have butterflies in my stomach whenever We're about to get on it. & most of it all, I just want to sit down and juat admire you. This is it, the bestest feeling ever. This is what I call LOVE. A Love That I found with you. Thanks, baby.


    Sayonara.
    11:00 AM