It's Really very Upsetting to see you guys in this situation. Five years friendship, Don't let go just like that. Cheer up, I hope everything will be alright soon. Crying does not solve everything. You both need to face the reality. This is our last yr in Stc, Please try to make peace. It' not gonna work if none of you all speak your mind out. Don't ignore your wmotions and put on a Facade. Please Talk Things Out Soon (: Things between me and ash are not alright but I'm ignoring my emotions already. We're pretenders. Probably, It will work out. I have my Insecurities but I'm just not showing them out cause the fear of you leaving is lsdnmakjnljewdslhk. I'm Paranoid. I don't want any goodbyes for now. You know after every quarrel, I understand you better. Probably you never loved me, just infactuation all this while. But I'm assuming & that's not right.


School was Intriguing. Compo was difficult, really difficult though I chose the easiest topic. Just wait & see, I'm gonna flung everything plus O levels. & I'm so gonna be a Bloody Disgrace to Everyone who knows me. nskdkjoiquiyetmxsnnbcxvc. Like discriminated against, oh man how does it feel ? I need to study, study. I need to get my Piorities right. I think I'm spending too much time with Ash and not concentrating. I need to have self discipline. I need to have faith in God, most importantly. But how can I do that when I'm here doing a Grave Mistake ? I'm so screwed, I need to do this & that. Tsk.

♥ Sayonara.
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