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Nish, a nervous wreck. Plationic love, words, designer garb and records. Make me a mixtape and I'll be yours forever.

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    • Sunday, May 28, 2006

    Suffering in silence, Smiling in Pain. Will that do ?

    Love or Lust, You Decide.



    SJC's Family day was not too bad. The new friend abandoned me and so I went there alone. I walked into the school hoping to see her there. Yes, I saw her but the girlfriend Ignored me & she continued the pouring of water on one another with her mates. Still hoping that she comes and speak to me. Hopes are Hopes. Samantha & Tina accompanied me while she plays around with her mates. Theses Pair of eyes saw everything right from the start till the ending. The playing & everything keeps appearing till now. I don't know how I just stand there like a BLOODY SORE LOSER and watched everything, but I did. On purpose ? I don't know. The girl who was playing hypocrisy speaked to me. What can I say ? Against me, Don't talk to me. Don't even bother giving me a grin. DAMN. Probably cause she wanted to know where was the new friend. TskTsk. I was feeling real bored and there was no one I knew there and so OUT I go. I became Over-Emotional, Tears fills me. Blame me for ruining your day, Once again Felt apologies. The hypocrite came out and consoled me. Ulterior motive. Probably It's just her personality. I hoped. & then, finally the girlfriend came. This is what she said " I know you're angry with me, Scold me, vent your anger on me." Hurt deep within, still smiling in pain. A facade I put on after that. I appeared my usual self to her but not to myself. & then, I found this Sec two girl really adorable. She looks like a MOUSE ! But still adorable. Ash made me take a photograph with her okay. It was a casual thing, like no crush, nothing. She merely caught my attention. Yupyup. Ash was all so WET. Guess what, she looks adorable with that earrings! YAY. At the end of the day, She still cares. Her actions make me all so fucked-up & pissed yet the passion still makes me all so loved. & makes me forget everything and just get indulged in her. Why is this so ? Cause you know I love you, baby (: I take the blame cause I guess I was being Over Sensitive & I did not put myself in your shoes. Felt apologies, sweets (: Compromises I make now is helping NOT. She refuses to speak to me for one reason or another. I am willing to forsake, but on her part. I don't know and no I am not going to assume. If you say so, girl. I am waiting to hear your voice on the line (:


    ♥ Sayonara.
    7:20 AM