I'M NOT MIA-ING. Okay, the day was tiring. I miss the girls/boys there. Especially the smallest one of the family. I had great time there. & yes, childhood cousin was there. It has been like donkey years since I saw him. Okay, he's super tall lah. Okay, He's so funny ! Haha, I think I laughed too much. Urm, When have I not laughed so much till I cry. It happens, always. I hope the smile/laughter will not be GONE. The feeling of missing her was Un-Controllable. Three days was enough to put me to a test. & every night, I wonder whether I still have the place in her heart. My insecurities are back. And then, I think I have gain weight ! OMG. I seriously need to do something about it. Homed at around 0730pm. I yearned to hear her. I called, she was out. I wonder where she went. Physically, super tired. I went over there, called and she came. I know I troubled her, made her pissed/annoyed/frustrated. Seeing her looking so good was revitalizing. A cuddle, smile I gave her. Spoke a little & I made my way back. Mixed emotions and feelings. I hope I will wake up happy for a new day tomorrow.
♥ Sayonara.
10:40 PM