♥ Pretty words, Beautiful Lies.
The past few days have been tiring and sleepy. Four weeks away from the major exams are not very far. The dream of going to a JC has been all shattered lah. I can't make it man. But still, I am not giving up. Pfft. & today is gonna be the last day of tuition. Damnit. I need to practice on my own alr. Hur, I really want to do well okay. I need to get through this, It's hard but we don't have a choice. This has been my biggest worry. Mental stamina, I need the strength to go on. How I wish, this was all over & I do not have to deal with it anymore.
So adamant, she is. I am wasting my time on trivial complications of the heart and mind. I really would appreciate if you live up to your school's motto "Women of Integrity". The truth is obvious & her ego is just so big that she can't be honest. What's wrong with you and what were you thinking ? I wished it was me I believed in. I wish I wasn't so naive. I wish I knew what to say or do but I don't. Probably you would. Bonds that break, loved ones fade. I hope the miles find a bridge. Why does the heart bleed & why am I so tongue-tied ?
I am letting inconsequential things plaque my thoughts.
xoxo,
Nish.
♥ Sayonara.
5:48 PM