And so, yesterday night was bad. I slept at four ? heh. I was on the line with her till three or three plus. Oh, it was bad. DON'T ASK. & I didn't get to watch the OC yesterday cause apparently someone took over the television. Damnit lah, okay. I woke up today, feeling nostalgic. Thinking abt ytd, it's so asdfghjkl. pfft. I was not exactly glad that I got a missed call from her but definitely I miss you. When I tried to call back, her mobile was off-ed. heh. I couldn't watch episodes 5-8 cause the DVD does not want to play. hur. So I skipped to Episode 9 ? ha. Ryan & Marissa are like together. YAY. Seth should just with Anna ? ha. I think she's like sull of style lah. I mean Anna. Okay, enough about the OC. It's AWESOME.
This year has been great. With sorrows, happiness, new changes and the list goes on. It is a whole different year for me. I settled down with a relationship which I believe can bring us far. What the future holds, it's in our hands. It's so depressing when you get older and realise things are not as easy as they seem or use to be. This is my biggest fear. And it's all about that girl, that girl with that pretty eyes & awesome dimples. I close my eyes and wander back to childhood, running around with no worries/fears. My friends and I there stood laughing & giggling with happy tears. Asking permission to spend the night. Everything seemed quite alright. Opening my eyes, I face reality now. & then I cry looking around & seeing before me the things that make me die inside. Wondering what happen to the old days that seemed to fly right by.
Please, I'm sorry.
♥ Sayonara.
2:14 PM