Yours truly
Nish, a nervous wreck. Plationic love, words, designer garb and records. Make me a mixtape and I'll be yours forever.
Hey Unloving, I'll love you ♥
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Monday, November 27, 2006
hey, I can't sleep. I keep thinking and thinking. One more chance os all i meed to make it right. I promise I'd do it all right this time. Maybe I'm not good enough for you. but i promise i'll keep you safe like a princess. I'll live just to be ur slave. If only you'd give our LOVE another chance with all ur heart, would you ? We're over but it all seems like a dream to me. Oh my, i swear you're the LOVE of my life. I never really did tell you but I had plans for us in time to come. You shattered all my dreams.
With nothing left to do.
♥ Sayonara.
11:28 PM
Say it like you mean it.
Hi.
I miss you.
I'm trying not to, but I do. I miss you.
I want to talk to you about something. I'm scared to do it, but
I met a girl.
I don't know her really, I've hardly spoken to her, and I don't
know if anything will happen with her, but she's the first
person to make me feel anything since you left me.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I don't know what to do.
If you were here, this wouldn't be happening.
I wish you were here.
I wish you hadn't left me.
I hate you for it.
But I'll forgive you, if you forgive me.
I love you, and will always love you, but I want to see her.
Forgive me.
My Friend, Leonard
James Frey.
♥ Sayonara.
11:27 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Sometimes, it's so much better to stay away from HOME.
It's so dreadful.
I need to get away from all these.
Sometimes, it's hard to understand.
Escaping, crying dosen't solve anything.
I'm trying so hard to keep me going.
But it's difficult.
You stole my heart.
♥ Sayonara.
10:08 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
I'm drunk on your love.
Today was FANTABULOUS.
♥ Sayonara.
10:04 PM
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY,
SHERMAIN DARLING !
A new day (:
Hope it gets better.
♥ Sayonara.
1:11 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
The All American Rejects ;
11:11 PM (CST)
All the windows,
Swear to miss you,
And the doors are cell block tight,
Sweet sedation,
Sweep the issues,
And the clocks about to strike
Did it call you down,
Are you back just yet,
Waiting now please come set me free,
And the only sound is a minute left.
This could be, this could be the last time
It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Does it blow our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.
Along the staircase,
I dream to hear you,
In a whisper quiet room,
Space for thinking,
Space to scream to,
But the echoes sound like you,
Not the stars at night,
In a pitch black sky,
I don't know just wants to see you
But the time is right and it only flies
This could be, this could be the last time
It's only us, It's only now,
A simple wish, It's so late tonight.
This could be the last time,
Now I've made our last mistake
♥ Sayonara.
3:14 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
GUILT,
BETRAYAL,
UNFAITHFUL,
UNLOVING.
I'm sorry.
My love for you is insatiable.
♥ Sayonara.
6:16 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
And so, this year is different. We do our papers in the auditorium. ha. We don't have to sit in that damn hall with poor ventiliation and get distracted by the humidity. Haha. Today was BIO. Oh, right. I am quite satisfied with the paper for the first time. Ha. It was manageable man. I thought it'll be really hard. Let's see for chemistry, difficult ? I hope not. Yes, wishing & hoping does not work. Studying really really hard, helps alot ALOT. heh. And now, back to the OC. I've been watching it till I've come to the last disc of season two. I'm gonna watch it today and I'm moving on to season three. I know I'm damn slow but nevermind. It's worth watching. ha. So I had her at my place ytd. We had to be caught by my sister ? Like EFF man. Right, she didn't say anything though. Besides we wasn't even doing anything that is suspicious. I bet she was really having symptoms of fever. Bt no, only flu okay. Stop acting so sick okay, ass ? ha. Tonight, I've got plans. hurr, I'm gonna study till late and then sleep in the morning. Prolly, I'll end up looking like a ZOMBIE. Marissa and Ryan are back together (: Bt summer and seth are on the rocks. Right, It's always the case. I think summer's pretty. More like adorable, huh ? Ryan is like the bomb lah. I heart him, man. Alright now, OC time. BYE !
HAPPY SEVENTEETH BIRTHDAY, PURSEY BOO ! :D
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though
goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that
I saved in my heart that i left unspoken
♥ Sayonara.
11:18 AM