Yours truly
Nish, a nervous wreck. Plationic love, words, designer garb and records. Make me a mixtape and I'll be yours forever.
Hey Unloving, I'll love you ♥
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
I want to keep you still,
bt I keep losing my mind.
You got me thinking abt you all the time,
being away from you for too long
is giving me insecurities.
I don't even wanna care, actually.
Bt my mind is hazy.
Fuckit, I called today.
To hear you on the line, it's so hard.
We're like worlds apart,
I'm here and you're there.
Lost in our own world.
I bet you don't even give a damn.
Screw this feelings big time.
Like I told you,
PASSION KILLS ME BIG TIME.
♥ Sayonara.
10:14 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
It's been exactly twenty days I'm here. I'm counting my days already. Prolly another 11 days, I'll be back in singapore. I'm speaking as if I'm like very faraway from my homeland. Actually, I'm only 12 hours away from singapore. haha. The past few days have been car and motor rides.
& I so love the chendol here. It's freaking AWESOME man. YUM ! And so, I'm suppose to go for a haircut today bt I didn't go. I'm too lazy move my ass once I'm online. I watched movies on the star movies channel here. Baywatch, Shall we dance and Coach Carter. I love Coach Carter !! It's FANTABULOUS. And so, I'm going to the theme park here later at night. Uhhuh, I wanna take the thrilling rides. Someone hopes that I fly out of some fast ride. Haha, Dream okay. I'm not skinny like you to fly off. HAHA. Oh, and I have like three ulcers in my mouth. The day I stepped here, from flu to cough to sore throat to maigraine to cramps which I can die from to ulcers. Now, tell me why should I still stay here ? I love my cousins here lah, they're like gifts from heaven. And so, My parents are coming here on the 29th. Hurr. My novels are lying at home. I told all members of my family to return them to the nearest library. But looking at their level of responsibility, nobody returned them. Unneccessarily, I have to pay fine for my overdued books. TskTsk ): Alright 'nuff said, I'm off now. Goodbye readers !
♥ Sayonara.
5:28 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, GRISELDA !
♥ Sayonara.
3:16 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Dear Significant Other,
I want to tell you abt so many things. I think of you everywhere I go here. In the car, going long distances, I wished you were near. My mind is hazy, I reminisce. And thinking back, I keep wanting you. I'm here and you, there. This suck, I want HOME.
My days draw long and weary when you're no longer near. Confidence is filled with questions, strength replaced with fear. The assuredness I awake with each day is nowhere to be found as though my dreams and aspirations were buried underground. I hear your voice being carried away by the wind like your fingers through my hair. I close my eyes and remember your kiss and wish that you were there so with nothing left but one thing to say to resolve my heartbreak here,
♥ Sayonara.
5:28 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
At seventeen, the smallest things becomes the biggest crisis.
Today, I miss you.
I think about all the things we did together.
Wondering what happen to us.
What went wrong with me ?
They say "Absence makes the heart grow fonder".
And till today, I'm holding on to you.
Passion kills us.
Bt you've changed your direction.
Nevertheless, you're still the one.
Break away, realise who you are.
xoxo.
♥ Sayonara.
4:03 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I want to go HOME.
I miss you too,
Liane.
♥ Sayonara.
4:43 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
I'd be holding on for sure
but I
you said it's alright to be afraid
keeping you in my mind keeps that smile constant
and I swear through it all I'd be keeping you, if you would too.
I'll take you way beyond the moon
cause I know you've been much too fulfilling and it only burns to fear
It'd all fray away merely a couple of weeks
and you've given me ample memories to last through light years
I say how am i ever able to loosen that grasp on your wrist
hearts in soul's out.
Its been 9 months since the last you've came
and changed the mundane
Keep me sane cause baby, it's only YOU & ME.
Nine months.
♥ Sayonara.
3:21 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
BOREDOM.
Sometimes I wish she was you.
♥ Sayonara.
11:54 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Ain't another woman that can take your spot my-
If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?)
Well, baby I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")
[Chorus:]
Yeah, because I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady Girl,
you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love (So don't give away)
My love (So don't give away)
My love (So don't give away)
Ain't another woman that can take your spot,
my love (So don't give away)
My love (So don't give away)
My love (So don't give away)
Ain't another woman that can take your spot,
my love Ooooh, girl My love
My love Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell
Cause girl I've never been more sure (that baby, it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you've been waiting for (just say "I do")
[T.I.'s rap:] Allright it's time to get it JT
Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
But, still has fan from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan
If you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause the girls worldwide throw their hands up high
When they wanna come kick it wit a stand up guy (Trust me)
You don't really wanna let the chance go by
'cause you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
Baby friends so fly i can go fly
Private, cause I handle mine
T.I. they call me candle guy, simply because I am on fire
I hate to have to cancel my vacation
so you can't deny I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try
You don't come, I ain't gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can't go why?
Me and you boyfriend we ain't no tie
You say you wanna kick it when I ain't so high
Well, baby it's obvious that I ain't your guy
Ain't gon' lie, I feel your space
But forget your face, I swear I will
St. Barths, same bullet, anywhere
I chill Just bring wit me a pair, I will
[Chorus:]
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby,
let me make you my lady Girl,
you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love (Love)
My love (Love)
My love (Love)
Ain't another woman that can take your spot,
my love (Love)
My love (Love)
My love (Love)
Ain't another woman that can take your spot,
my love Ooooh, girl My love My love
♥ Sayonara.
3:38 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
FUCK, IT'S COMPLICATED.
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you.
♥ Sayonara.
10:33 AM